Epilogue I - The Fifth Page
Alina – 3 Years Later
Here I am, completely undone by seven pounds of squishy baby.
I cradle Elena’s son in my arms, his tiny body wrapped in a pale blue blanket, his little fists opening and closing like he’s trying to find something.
One of his fingers wraps around mine and I forget how to...
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Chapters
1. Welcome to Melview High School
2. Soften The Blow
3. You Look Pretty In Red
4. It Was Too Late
5. Death
6. Dream of Death
7. If I Didn't Know Any Better
8. Picnic at Lunch
9. I'll Pay You Double

10. Fries and Abandonment

11. Ride From a Stranger

12. Never Been Kissed

13. You'd Take Care of Me

14. A One Time Thing

15. He's In Love With You

16. Second Chance

17. Why Are You So Angry?

18. I Like My View

19. Happiness, For Once

20. Alina, Meet My Dad

21. Stay

22. Would That Be So Bad?

23. Just Give Me One Day

24. This Is Goodbye

25. Uncommon Phobias

26. Ask Him Yourself

27. My Lucky Charm

28. My Favorite of Aiden’s Girlfriends

29. Future Hopes and Past Secrets

30. Tell Me About Her

31. Like a Piece of Meat

32. Matthews

33. I'm Not Answering That

34. I Met Someone

35. I Don't Talk to Zaid

36. Bye, Zaid

37. Engaged

38. Sick

39. It's Not About Love

40. What does he get out of it?

41. You'll Hate Me

42. For Now

43. I Just Want Simple

44. Happy Family

45. Alone Time

46. Leave

47. It Will Never Be

48. Nightmare

49. Numb

50. And I Did, Too

51. Punishment

52. Wedding Day

53. Delicious

54. Three

55. You Can't Deny It

56. Kiss Me

57. Protector

58. Just the Three of Us

59. Same Soul

60. Fix It

61. Not Ready to Forgive

62. Lunch

63. I'll Try

64. She's Mine

65. Love Me, Too

66. Even If It's Just Pieces of You

67. The Equation

68. Just Mine

69. I Don't Feel Jealous

70. You Hated Me

71. Tell Me or I Stop

72. Not Complicated

73. A Date

74. I'll Go Slow

75. Finish It

76. Health Codes

77. You'll Understand

78. Make Aiden's Morning

79. Work For It

80. As He Sleeps

81. Or He Will

82. Up To You

83. A Messy Christmas Eve

84. A Secret

85. Beautiful

86. A Thousand Words

87. You're Mine

88. Terrible Liar

89. Finally

90. Lose Myself

91. Boundaries

92. On My Forehead

93. Okay With This?

94. Both Ends

95. With Her, Too

96. Three Of You

97. You're In Control

98. Schedule

99. Talk Later

100. Domestic

101. Take a Break

102. Fourth Man

103. Middle of Class

104. I Missed You

105. How Things Were

106. Trying To Kill Me

107. A Lot That Needs Fixing

108. He Holds Me

109. Breathe

110. Stay With Me

111. Feel Wanted

112. Make Us or Break Us

113. You Don't Have to be Gentle

114. You Get What You Want

115. I'll Say Them

116. Glue Holding it Together

117. I Don't Know My Own Sons

118. We'll See You Soon

119. Am I Dreaming?

120. Ours

121. You Cheated

122. Spilling

123. Intense

124. Don't Want to Talk

125. Two Hours

126. You're So Easy

127. I Don't Fight It

128. I Knew This Was Going to Happen

129. It Might Be Everything

130. Crossing a Line

131. Two

132. What Are We Even Doing?

133. I'm There

134. Don't Want to Be Alone

135. Because of You

136. I Need Them

137. The Figured it Out

138. Consuming

139. When Did You Know?

140. I'm Yours

141. All Three of You

142. I Panicked

143. Celebrate

144. Very Greedy

145. Out of Body

146. Happy

147. What, Indeed

148. Girls' Night

149. It's Only Fair

150. Wash Everything Away

151. Future

152. What I Would Have Done

153. Hello, Mother

154. A Terrible Mother

155. No

156. I'm Done

157. Gossip

158. How Does It Feel?

159. Needing You Turned Into an Obsession

160. Wishing He Stayed

161. Letting Go of the Noise

162. All or Nothing

163. Hurry Up, Please

164. Five Days to Go

165. Diners and Deep Conversations

166. More Than an Escape

167. Be Enough

168. Leather Journals

169. Domestic Chaos

170. A Long Story

171. Hard Already

172. Somewhere Else

173. Clear and Fragile

174. A Grown Man

175. Depends on How This Conversation Goes

176. Not Fixed

177. A Year

178. He Is Home

179. Breathing

180. Waiting For You

181. All That Matters

182. Out of Guilt

183. It's Official

184. Different

185. We Can Talk

186. Home Base

187. What Are You Doing Here?

188. The Decision is Made

189. Another Chapter Closes

190. Right Now

191. 365

192. Letter 20/365

193. 100 Days

194. Talk to Him, Anyway

195. Letter 200/365

196. Letter 300/365

197. Take Me Home

198. I Starved For You

199. Stay

200. Dance With Me

201. My Home

202. Epilogue I - The Fifth Page


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