Chapter Four: Hungry and Naked
As we both standstill, naked. Wondering who it was at the door.
Suddenly my bedroom door went flying in the air smashing into my window.
I pushed my naked self away from the alpha as he stands still, not showing any emotion at all. He knows that no one could dear challenge him. Unless they wanted to dig their own grave.
I curled up against my pink, cold wall, feeling terribly ashamed. Hiding the nakedness of my body, by wrapping my 50 inches white, thick hair around me.
As I whimper. I closed my eyes.
I was too ashamed to open them, nor to look at the angry man who was now inside my bedroom.
“Get out!” he shouted at the alpha.
I half-open my eyes to see who it was, while my eyes tremble, to obtain a clear image of him.
I was petrified. I twist and turn against my wall, confuse and shame. I didn't want him to see me like this.
At that moment. I wished what was happening, was all a nightmare.
I squeeze the palms of my hands against my ear. Covering them with great pressure, trying to block out the screaming man. I shook my head as if I was going crazy. Searching for a large hole within the floor of my bedroom and the walls in running away. I wanted to escape from all of this. I didn't care if it even means death.
It was my first suicidal thought, at that time. At the age of sixteen.
“Get out!” the angry man again shouted while spit flew from his mouth.
He was infuriated. He wanted the alpha to leave, immediately. But, I could hear fear dancing within his voice.
He, too, was scared of the alpha.
Aaron, stand as still as a post. Staring at the man. As the man trembles in fear.
He didn't care if he was naked or not. He didn't even run to put on his clothes that were on my chair against the window and the others he threw hastily on the floor when he wanted to sex me off. He didn't care at all.
After all, he was a beast.
“Didn't I tell you not to bother me, when I'm busy?” the alpha asked him softly as he walked up to the angry man.
I didn't know if the alpha was angry or just pissed off. His face was still as he inquired the man. He showed no emotion.
As he approached the man. He stands still, two feet away from him.
The man shivers like a leave.
“What did I tell you?” the alpha again questioned him.
I saw the scared man's lip trembled as if he was about to answer his leader.
“Answer!” the alpha yelled.
The man pissed himself, terrified.
I didn't know what to do. I thought all kind of thoughts in my head as if I was going crazy. I wanted all of this to end now. If I was never born. All of this wouldn't have happened. I was the cause of it all. My appearances mostly.
“Oh.....,” I cried out.
I wish all of this had never happened.
I wish, I wish; I didn't know what to wish for anymore. I was terrified.
My heart beat rapidly until it started to hurt.
I dived my face within the palm of my hands. There was nothing I could do to save him and curled up even more against the wall.
There were no words that could explain how I feel.
I felt this weird feeling within my belly as if I wanted to shit. I was nervous. My belly cried out, but I knew I was not hungry at all.
How could I be hungry at a time like this?
Suddenly I heard a loud scream, that deafen my ears. I shit myself as if I had diarrhea.
I then uncovered my face and saw my dad.
Lying on the floor with his face covered in marks by the alpha claws.
As he lay on the floor our eyes connected as one.
“Hah!...........” I screamed out allowing all the veins within my forehead and neck to reveal itself.
Suddenly I got up from the terrible nightmare. Panting heavily.
I cried out loud like a pig being butchered. I felt devastated, dreaming about my past two years ago.
Was I being punished by the moon goddess for my stupid actions?
In being haunted by my past within my dreams?
I clench my teeth within my mouth with such great anger, allowing my gum to bleed. As I remembered that bitch who had hurt my father. I hated him. I hated him with such great passion.
I got up from the dirty cave which has been my home for two years now and saw that it was dawn. I was hungry and weak. I'm unable to find any more animals to eat for about 7 months now and had to eat insects and wild fruits. I know I had to leave where I was. If I didn't. I will surely die. Not if I care though. I don't care about myself.
I push myself from the cave in which I lay to stand. My four foot shook like a leave. I was hungry. I needed something quick to eat.
As I pushed myself from the rough floor of the cave. I stumbled back to the hard ground. I again made an attempt to remove myself from the floor of the cave. I again stumble, Jerking my entire body. I was unable to move. I was too weak.
Suddenly I felt the bones within my body breaking. It hurts badly. I squeal like a pig in pain. I started breathing heavily like I was going out of breath. The pain was unbearable. It felt like someone was hitting my entire body with a large rock.
My body was weak, and I was unable to maintain my wolf form. I was shifting back into my human form and it was painful. I bleed as I changed. I have not transformed into my human form for two years now. That's why I was in great agony.
“Hah!......,” I screamed out as if someone was strangling me; As my body changed.
I could hear the sound of my bones as they changed.
Blood dripped from my mouth as I lay on the cave naked. I was no longer a wolf but a female.
I was furless and cold. I was no longer safe here. I was no longer a predator to where I was but a prey. I had to leave. If I was to die it will be by no one hands, but mine.
As I lay on my back naked as the day I was born; while my fifty-inch hair which was no longer white as snow, because of dirt, lay on the floor of the cave. I rolled over on my belly allowing the pink nipples of my large, round, firm breast to brush against the rough cave. My pink nipples harden, by its touch.
I was unable to walk on two feet anymore. I was too much of a beast. I lifted my slender body, resting on my knees; while my large ass reveals its self welcoming its best friend and my thick fleshly cunt, behind me.
I then crawl myself out of the cave-like a baby before it starts to walk, scared of anyone seeing me.
I was no longer within my wolf form and was now a threat. I had to find something to eat to strengthen my body. So I could transform into my wolf form and conceal myself from predators, especially men, or my fleshly vagina will surely be roughly, fucked by those terrible beasts.
As I made my way from the cave. I crawl through bushes allowing them to smack against my naked body and there I saw a pond. I crawl towards it. Laying on the muddy ground. Licking some water from the pond.
I was thirsty. The water was filthy. But, I had no choice but to drink it.
The front part of my body was now covered in dark mud. I was even dirtier.
I crawl around the pond in search of food. Something small, like a bird or a rabbit. I was too weak to hunt for something big.
I crawl and crawl in search of food, but there was none. The place started to become blurry as I hunted for food. I was unavailable to see where I was going.
Suddenly I lost my balance and found myself rolling swiftly down a hill smashing into wild grasses. I rolled and rolled as if I was heading down an endless hill. I was unable to help myself for I was too weak.
Soon I had finally stopped rolling and find myself on a field with low neatly cut grass. I looked up the hill where I was coming from and then look towards the neatly cut grass. There I saw a large white house sitting on a huge land. It looked like a mansion. Somehow I believe the person is rotten rich, who dwells here.
I hid behind one of the large trees on the land. Concealing myself from anyone's eyes. I then roll myself into some nearby bushes. I lifted my head smelling to see if anyone was there, but no one was there.
I was happy. I could finally have something good to eat, now; Probably some fried chicken. I smiled.