- Chapter 1: Alex Comes to Town
- Chapter 2: The New Alex
- Chapter 3: Can't Avoid Him
- Chapter 4: What He Knows
- Chapter 5: My Life Implodes
- Chapter 6: I Have the Worst Stalker
- Chapter 7: The Drinking (and Bad Judgment) Begins
- Chapter 8: The Us We Left Behind
- Chapter 9: Drunk and Drunker
- Chapter 10: Just Like Mr. Darcy
- Chapter 11: Oh. My. God.
- Chapter 12: When Life Hands You Lemons, Make Coffee
- Chapter 13: The Truth Comes Out
- Chapter 14: My Meddling Mother Strikes Again
- Chapter 15: Rumors and Memories
- Chapter 16: What Really Happened
- Chapter 17: Wine Makes Everything Better
- Chapter 18: Alex Makes an Offer
- Chapter 19: In Which I Attack Madison Harris
- Chapter 20: The Escape
- Chapter 21: Alex's Penthouse is Seriously Insane
- Chapter 22: Everyone Should Get Dirty Now and Again
- Chapter 23: How Much Can Friendship Handle?
- Chapter 24: Never Too Late
- Chapter 25: Doing It Wrong
- Chapter 26: I Still Contend It Was a Good Plan
- Chapter 27: Awkward.
- Chapter 28: The Even More Awkward Aftermath
- Chapter 29: How Do I Stop Thinking About My Best Friend Naked?
- Chapter 30: Late-Night Encounter
- Chapter 31: Comparing Lumps
- Chapter 32: The Answer To The Question
- Chapter 33: I Never Knew It Could Be Like This
- Chapter 34: The Rebound
- Chapter 35: Aftermath
- Chapter 36: The Most Important Thing
- Chapter 37: In Which I Fail At Pretending Things Are Normal
- Chapter 38: I'm the World's Biggest Idiot
- Chapter 39: A Classic New York Adventure
- Chapter 40: The Pulse of Desire
- Chapter 41: No Stopping Now
- Chapter 42: The Point of No Return
- Chapter 43: Fear and Idiocy
- Chapter 44: In Which I Say The Wrong Thing
- Chapter 45: WTF
- Chapter 46: Not This Time
- Chapter 47: Caught In The Rain
- Chapter 48: The Confession
- Chapter 49: Losing the Battle
- Chapter 50: Still Us
- Chapter 51: From This Moment Until Forever