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Prologue: Present Day Mind Games Lead to An Inappropriate Babysitting Experience

1. Our First Meeting, Thirty years Prior

2. You Ruined my Entire Relationship. I just Didn't Realize it Yet.

3. Stuck in a Love Triangle with a Girl and an Abusive Asshole... I Guess Some Patterns Repeat

4. Second Base and Risque Dreams of... You know who. Not Heather.

5. I'm Still Jail-Bait at this Point, but Luc Doesn't Know that

6. 'The Big 18'. There's Only One Place I Want to Spend it.

7. I Didn't Realize they Were Vampires, but I could Sure as Shit Tell He Wanted to Put his Mouth on Me

8. Dinner with My Girlfriend's Dad Gets Interrupted by Another Man

9. The First Time Heather Cheated on Me

10. An Uninvited "Appraisal of the Goods"

11. Present Day Tensions Ruin a Perfectly Good Foot Massage

12. My First Time in Your Bed

13. There’s Nothing Wrong with Liking Cock. You’re Just Damned, or so My Mother Thinks

14. Making Up and Making Shit Up to Cover with my Parents

15. A Crush or an Obsession?

16. A More than Fair Trade

17. Just A Little Taste, and Some Revelations of Infidelity

18. Some Sound Advice and Some Timid Decision Making

19. The Continued Mind Games of Seduction

20. I Finally Find My Backbone and Get Rewarded with a Dance Lesson

21. The Curtain Closes on My First and Last Real Straight Relationship

22. The Sex in the Present... Are We Still Making Love, or Are We Hate Fucking?

23. Promises Broken and Confessions Unrequited

24. Two Regular Assholes Bring Down a Storm of Traumatic Violence

25. Repent My Sins? Or Continue the Downward Spiral into Complicit Crime and Deviancy

26. Angel and the Demon with a Record in Organized Crime

27. A Proper Dessert for those Perfect, Thirsty Lips

28. Everyone in that Club Already Knew I Belonged to You Completely, But My Parents Sure Didn't, not Until that Night

29. Disowned by My Disgusted Parents When the Lies Finally Stop

30. To Be a Real Blood Servant, I Have to Pass the "Audition"

31. To "Exploit Every Inch of this Quivering Flesh"

32. The Most Pleasurable Experience of My Young Life Isn't Even the Main Event

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14. Making Up and Making Shit Up to Cover with my Parents

“Fuck, Julian! You are being ridiculous!” Heather snaps that Friday in gym class, when the coach instructs us to pick teams, she starts sidling up to me, and I head right for the opposite side of the gym.

Heather catches my arm before I can make it two steps, but Brad is already looming right over ...