- Prologue: Present Day Mind Games Lead to An Inappropriate Babysitting Experience
- 1. Our First Meeting, Thirty years Prior
- 2. You Ruined my Entire Relationship. I just Didn't Realize it Yet.
- 3. Stuck in a Love Triangle with a Girl and an Abusive Asshole... I Guess Some Patterns Repeat
- 4. Second Base and Risque Dreams of... You know who. Not Heather.
- 5. I'm Still Jail-Bait at this Point, but Luc Doesn't Know that
- 6. 'The Big 18'. There's Only One Place I Want to Spend it.
- 7. I Didn't Realize they Were Vampires, but I could Sure as Shit Tell He Wanted to Put his Mouth on Me
- 8. Dinner with My Girlfriend's Dad Gets Interrupted by Another Man
- 9. The First Time Heather Cheated on Me
- 10. An Uninvited "Appraisal of the Goods"
- 11. Present Day Tensions Ruin a Perfectly Good Foot Massage
- 12. My First Time in Your Bed
- 13. There’s Nothing Wrong with Liking Cock. You’re Just Damned, or so My Mother Thinks
- 14. Making Up and Making Shit Up to Cover with my Parents
- 15. A Crush or an Obsession?
- 16. A More than Fair Trade
- 17. Just A Little Taste, and Some Revelations of Infidelity
- 18. Some Sound Advice and Some Timid Decision Making
- 19. The Continued Mind Games of Seduction
- 20. I Finally Find My Backbone and Get Rewarded with a Dance Lesson
- 21. The Curtain Closes on My First and Last Real Straight Relationship
- 22. The Sex in the Present... Are We Still Making Love, or Are We Hate Fucking?
- 23. Promises Broken and Confessions Unrequited
- 24. Two Regular Assholes Bring Down a Storm of Traumatic Violence
- 25. Repent My Sins? Or Continue the Downward Spiral into Complicit Crime and Deviancy
- 26. Angel and the Demon with a Record in Organized Crime
- 27. A Proper Dessert for those Perfect, Thirsty Lips
- 28. Everyone in that Club Already Knew I Belonged to You Completely, But My Parents Sure Didn't, not Until that Night
- 29. Disowned by My Disgusted Parents When the Lies Finally Stop
- 30. To Be a Real Blood Servant, I Have to Pass the "Audition"
- 31. To "Exploit Every Inch of this Quivering Flesh"
- 32. The Most Pleasurable Experience of My Young Life Isn't Even the Main Event
- 33. An Awkward Welcome Ends in Gifts and Special Treatment
- 34. The Evening Turns to a Messy Disaster
- 35. Most Praels are Exhibitionists
- 36. My First Time Getting Worked Over with Sex Toys
- 37. The Ignorant Slave Gets a Full Body Detailing
- 38. Another Man Confesses his Urge to Pin Me Down, and I Hear Rumor about 'The Sire of all Sires'.
- 39. Going All the Way Starts with Surprises and Strip Sessions
- 40. You’ve Got to Give Head to Get Ahead with Someone Like Luc, but at Least He Gifts the Favor First
- 41. My First Fellatio. I Was 'Good', But I Need to Be More to You, Luc
- 42. The Current Night with Your Immortal Sex Doll
- 43. A Dog on a Tight Leash, Not a True Life Partner
- 44. Like a Lamb to the Slaughter
- 45. I Finally Figure Out This is an Orgy
- 46. Sickening Revelations Add Pressure to My Inescapable 'Audition'
- 47. The Point of No Return
- 48. It's Show Time. Luc's not Coming, but an Uninvited Visitor Makes an Upsetting Surprise Appearance
- 49. They're Out for Way More than Just My Blood, and it's too Late to Break Free
- 50. There’s No Future for This Love Triangle. Luc Made Damn Sure of it.
- 51. I'm in No Shape to Be Fucking, But I'll Do Whatever it Takes to Keep You Here, Luc
- 52. There's Little Fun to Be Had with a Masochist. They Always Take Things Way Too Far
- 53. Desperate Times Call for Desperate Measures
- 54. Walking Into Hell
- 55. Bled Dry
- 56. My Savior turns Destroyer in One Act
- 57. Luc’s Current Cruel Game is the Last Fucking Straw
- 58. If You Love Something, Set it Free, Even if it Means Leaving it Homeless on the Street
- 59. Life Goes on, but I Can Never Move on
- 60. A Failed First Date Drives me Right Back to You
- 61. I Want a True Partner and an Actual Date
- 62. Family Secrets
- 63. Another First Date Starts on Rocky Ground. Still, I Sincerely Missed This Ass
- 64. The Old Addiction Flares Up After Talk of Traumas
- 65. Anything But Average
- 66. The Beginning of a Fatal Relapse
- 67. Back in the Coven is just the Start of the Backslide
- 68. Boundaries Crossed, Until the Idea of Distance Makes Luc Desperate
- 69. An Unwilling Transformation
- 70. Present Day Endpoints
- 71. Fallout
- 72. When First I Fell For Jules
- 73. Roman
- 74. Michael
- 75. The Night You Died
- 76. I Can Manipulate Like No One Else, but It Was All For You, Julian.