Chapters

Prologue: Present Day Mind Games Lead to An Inappropriate Babysitting Experience

1. Our First Meeting, Thirty years Prior

2. You Ruined my Entire Relationship. I just Didn't Realize it Yet.

3. Stuck in a Love Triangle with a Girl and an Abusive Asshole... I Guess Some Patterns Repeat

4. Second Base and Risque Dreams of... You know who. Not Heather.

5. I'm Still Jail-Bait at this Point, but Luc Doesn't Know that

6. 'The Big 18'. There's Only One Place I Want to Spend it.

7. I Didn't Realize they Were Vampires, but I could Sure as Shit Tell He Wanted to Put his Mouth on Me

8. Dinner with My Girlfriend's Dad Gets Interrupted by Another Man

9. The First Time Heather Cheated on Me

10. An Uninvited "Appraisal of the Goods"

11. Present Day Tensions Ruin a Perfectly Good Foot Massage

12. My First Time in Your Bed

13. There’s Nothing Wrong with Liking Cock. You’re Just Damned, or so My Mother Thinks

14. Making Up and Making Shit Up to Cover with my Parents

15. A Crush or an Obsession?

16. A More than Fair Trade

17. Just A Little Taste, and Some Revelations of Infidelity

18. Some Sound Advice and Some Timid Decision Making

19. The Continued Mind Games of Seduction

20. I Finally Find My Backbone and Get Rewarded with a Dance Lesson

21. The Curtain Closes on My First and Last Real Straight Relationship

22. The Sex in the Present... Are We Still Making Love, or Are We Hate Fucking?

23. Promises Broken and Confessions Unrequited

24. Two Regular Assholes Bring Down a Storm of Traumatic Violence

25. Repent My Sins? Or Continue the Downward Spiral into Complicit Crime and Deviancy

26. Angel and the Demon with a Record in Organized Crime

27. A Proper Dessert for those Perfect, Thirsty Lips

28. Everyone in that Club Already Knew I Belonged to You Completely, But My Parents Sure Didn't, not Until that Night

29. Disowned by My Disgusted Parents When the Lies Finally Stop

30. To Be a Real Blood Servant, I Have to Pass the "Audition"

31. To "Exploit Every Inch of this Quivering Flesh"

32. The Most Pleasurable Experience of My Young Life Isn't Even the Main Event

33. An Awkward Welcome Ends in Gifts and Special Treatment

34. The Evening Turns to a Messy Disaster

35. Most Praels are Exhibitionists

36. My First Time Getting Worked Over with Sex Toys

37. The Ignorant Slave Gets a Full Body Detailing

38. Another Man Confesses his Urge to Pin Me Down, and I Hear Rumor about 'The Sire of all Sires'.

39. Going All the Way Starts with Surprises and Strip Sessions

40. You’ve Got to Give Head to Get Ahead with Someone Like Luc, but at Least He Gifts the Favor First

41. My First Fellatio. I Was 'Good', But I Need to Be More to You, Luc

42. The Current Night with Your Immortal Sex Doll

43. A Dog on a Tight Leash, Not a True Life Partner

44. Like a Lamb to the Slaughter

45. I Finally Figure Out This is an Orgy

46. Sickening Revelations Add Pressure to My Inescapable 'Audition'

47. The Point of No Return

48. It's Show Time. Luc's not Coming, but an Uninvited Visitor Makes an Upsetting Surprise Appearance

49. They're Out for Way More than Just My Blood, and it's too Late to Break Free

50. There’s No Future for This Love Triangle. Luc Made Damn Sure of it.

51. I'm in No Shape to Be Fucking, But I'll Do Whatever it Takes to Keep You Here, Luc

52. There's Little Fun to Be Had with a Masochist. They Always Take Things Way Too Far

53. Desperate Times Call for Desperate Measures

54. Walking Into Hell

55. Bled Dry

56. My Savior turns Destroyer in One Act

57. Luc’s Current Cruel Game is the Last Fucking Straw

58. If You Love Something, Set it Free, Even if it Means Leaving it Homeless on the Street

59. Life Goes on, but I Can Never Move on

60. A Failed First Date Drives me Right Back to You

61. I Want a True Partner and an Actual Date

62. Family Secrets

63. Another First Date Starts on Rocky Ground. Still, I Sincerely Missed This Ass

64. The Old Addiction Flares Up After Talk of Traumas

65. Anything But Average

66. The Beginning of a Fatal Relapse

67. Back in the Coven is just the Start of the Backslide

68. Boundaries Crossed, Until the Idea of Distance Makes Luc Desperate

69. An Unwilling Transformation

70. Present Day Endpoints

71. Fallout

72. When First I Fell For Jules

73. Roman

74. Michael

75. The Night You Died

76. I Can Manipulate Like No One Else, but It Was All For You, Julian.

77. The Wonderful New Status Quo is About to Turn Hellish

78. My Sire Returns, Seeking His Pound of Flesh

79. The Worst Night of My Immortal Life

80. The Dreadful Orders of Master and Submissive

81. An Exile on the Prowl

82. Becoming a True Demon

83. The Night I Killed My Parents

84. Vampires are Demons to be Hunted

85. Back to the Mess of the Present

86. In the Serpents' Den

87. Our Love Story is Doomed for Tragic Endings

88. A Finally Earnest Goodbye

89. An Entirely Impossible Request

90. Love is Complicated

91. Starting Over for Forever

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57. Luc’s Current Cruel Game is the Last Fucking Straw

Luc was always the monster and not the savior of this story. I marvel that I was so very grateful to him once upon a time for saving me from Michael, taking care of me physically for weeks just because he wanted to go back to using and exploiting that body the second it was healed.

He told me years ...